This post might be the longest i've ever had.

Tmr is the day i'm waiting for - my birthday! Hope my tagboard would be almost full of birthday wishes. So readers ( esp those who read this but don't tag ), i need your help. Don't wish for it to be DEAD. And i wanna thank those who have done so.

Hopefully tmr wouldn't be a wet day, let us experience the sun again! Most of us are having problems with the internet connections, including me. Just now, i tried to sign in to msn messenger about 6-7 times but i just couldn't. And it took quite a long time to load a webpage.

Are you looking forward to the New Year?

You might want because you're looking forward to enjoy great times with your friends or maybe you had a bad year that you just can't wait to start all over again and put this aside! Or other reasons.

Then, you might not be looking forward because you couldn't let those wonderful times go ( your friends, your school life - sec 1 life/ sec 2 life, your teachers ) Ok or whatever. Everyone wants a good form teacher and subject teachers right? Who doesn't? No one wants a horrrrrrible teacher like, i don't know who.

For me, i cannot forget this year because i've met wonderful people and nice people like:

my friends ( they know who they are! )

ms koh ( my first geog teacher who made geog wonderful )

ms goh ( who nvr taught me before but i don't know how did i get to know her )

my subject teachers ( mrs tey!, superstar likes to laugh at times!, ms lim ah ber! who made lessons so fun by scolding and scolding. Not that i want her to scold people. Plus her not so good aiming of hers. my art teacher who never fails to change our place even 2 weeks before school ends. mr v.tan! ms sri who is sooo kind and nice! thhhe lit teacher, i slept while she talked sometimes coz the story was boring sorry! and ms jolin tay, the 23 year old geog teacher )

And the fun times like:

class cleaning ( she said we were crazy and yes we were. We close everything, they escape when supposed to change the pail of water making MM wonder where they were, the lights went off for nothing, the way i cleaned the legs of the chairs, the bumping of the art folio and her butt and i got hit on the back )

teachers day( concert!, and the time when i need to give my form teacher the gift, standing at the back of the hall talking instead of watching the performance, having longg chats, going for high tea, a turn-out-to-be-nothing wait at PP, taking so long to give presents .. !!! )

national day ( mural design, where we rushed to finish and i really admire our final product!, bazaar, i only went to 1 to support, the flowers at the canteen table which we made a mess out of a Sprite bottle )

half day due to good O lvl results ( i ran out halfway all the way from lvl 4 down the stairs straight out of school to the junction without stopping and walked to the busstop, someone told me to send her jokingly, cheryl who took a lame photo and sent me an mms )

collection of report books ( MM talked about the plant, i was retarded at the bench, tiff got scolded for her handphone )

one day ( i forgot when and i was errr-ing throughout, my hands became cold and i was very nervous, and we laughed and laughed and i self-intro! )

and ofc there are still others.

Then comes the BAD and SAD things like:

28 April ( those who know and those who cried )

50th Anniversary carnival games ( I did something to my leg! )

and many others.

So, i've listed out my year of 2006! Share yours with me if you can.

there were good and bad times, there were times you were angry with me and times when both of us enjoyed! Of all, i will never forget those! NEVER. Because it was me and you. A great thank you. And you are YOU lah.


you told me things which you told no other

Promised yiguan a few days ago that i'll dedicate a post to her, so i'm doing this now! First, why must i feel honoured, yiguan? PS. I'm nice too if not i wouldn't be dedicating a post just for you.

Thx for keeping your promise. :) I think if not for me, you'd be bored to death because there's no one like me to brighten up your life! Right? I'll try to do so next year but no promise that i will. HAHA. Hmm, basically you LOVE to laugh and you are guan mama to the 8 of us i'm sure.

Yes, during exams i did do weird stuffs ( i know what kind of stuffs ) on the paper. Those weird stuffs meant smth and i think the weirds stuffs will be appreciated by the character/ stuffs that i draw inside. You get it?

Don't you think those stuffs are artistic? Just that Tan MM didn't discover my hidden talents. But still, i'm not those who go for art lah huh. And Tan MM has discovered your talent in art, that's for sureeee. You scored 76 for art while i didn't!

Actually Geog that time was boring that's why i helped you. Don't tell me you didn't notice. The whole class wasn't listening to her at all ok! Everyone was like almost half-dead.

1) they might be super tired
2) teacher's lesson was simply boring
3) we couldn't stand the teacher's face?!

choose one.

And about that tickling, we ended up getting scolded by Mdm Varsha. I rmb that i fell on Cheryl!Simply Cool. Oh yeah, those WERE the days. We'll still have plenty of this in future with the rest of them i'm sure! Yeah?

*I don't respect you!*

Mine seems longer than yours! Do something about it.



i want to celebrate my birthdays with you.
i said i wanna see you but you just smiled. :(

I'll reply my tags ltr.

How did you all spend Christmas Eve? Guess everyone's out now in the streets of orchard rd shopping?! As for admiring the christmas lightings, it'll be at night or you should've done it ytd with the performance at orchard.

The perfect weather for Christmas would be snow for most of us but in Singapore, we'll just have to stick with wet weather ( rain ) BUT that shouldn't spoil Christmas right? The mood is still there!

Mine started right early in the morning and ended late at night. Alright, we started by singing many carols which were very meaningful, praise God. And then there was performance by the children ( cute! ), youth and adult. Then the sermon, we need speaker like this for certain events! And finally, we had lunch where all of us got together. Thank you for the gift :)

Next was to attend a Malay wedding. The food wasn't too bad and I reserved half my stomach for this. The bride cried halfway during the photo taking session and they certainly looked like a perfect match! We enjoyed ourselves for about 2 hours before we left the place.

After a few hours of rest, ALL of us went for dinner. It's eating again bleah but the food was certainly good! Ok, we chatted around the dinner table for a nong nong time while younger cousins played around hehe. As for others, they watched tv. Then it was dessert time AND ice-cream time. We eat and eat and eat for today. It was midnight when we left the place.

I don't know the time when we reached home. BUT we had supper coz someone was hungry. So i went to bed around 2 and all the way till 1 the next day :) Enjoying Christmas!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !

Go spend your christmas wisely if you've not done so on Christmas Eve.


it's another 3 days people!




you just had a quite dinner ytd.
if i could join you.

The celebration begins tmr on the eve of Christmas ( Sunday ), praise God!

Enjoyed Night at the Museum very much and it's way cool a comedy movie. Night at the Museum where history comes alive. Starring Ben Stillen as Larry, Carla Gugino as Rebecca, Dick van Dyke as Cesil and many more!

Before that, met Cheryl at the MRT station and waited for wan yin to arrive but who knows when after 3?! trains passed, wan yin called saying she's already there! Haha wait for nth man. In the train, i saw someone who looked so familiar. So i told Cheryl, " Omg! I saw ( Mdm ) Sonia Yeo! " So we were feeling odd the whole time with her standing just behind us.

Because tiff was at the end, we had to run out of the train quickly and just when it was " Door Closing *sound*" Phew! We managed to run all the way to the end there to meet tiff.

But i just like this character Easter Island Head with this sentence, " Dumb dumb, do you have some gum gum? " And this part where he shouted, " QUIEEEETTTT! My dumb dumb has something to speak! " Funny man. Ofc you wouldn't know what i'm talking about unless you watch it. Look out for Easter Island Head if you are. He with his gums and dumb.

It's about a week till school reopens. As for the year 2006, it has been a great one. Remembering the times i had with you and what i did this year kept me smiling. Maybe i've just did smth i can never imagine i would. I was just crazy to make it possible. Truly, i have been obssessed with erm erm erm. It might have been retarded but i totally enjoyed it. No regrets. They are worth remembering esp with you in it. Perhaps something that you gave me and no other. Once again, thank you YOU. More than thank you actually. But if i could stop you?

Some things are not the way i wanted it to be but i just have to accept. Not only for the above but for other things as well.


Till then,
Another 5 more days people! :)



you are more than who you are,
pz. you are the one i'm talking about.

Blogging is back to business.

Went to Vivo that day and i saw Ms Lin.

Now i really feel like 'whacking' those who are going to leave and left! *whacks* especially Ms Goh because she gave me false hopes. Not blaming her for not telling me maybe coz she doesn't want me to think too much. Well, the actual reason i don't know.

It seems like ALL of them, ok maybe not ALL but most of them are leaving. Simply tell the whole group of them to leave?! Comes Ms Koh, followed by Ms Goh then Ms Tan, Ms Wang and it goes on and on. And who else is next? I, or we, had enough of all these! They leave, we 'suffer'. Then again, their decision is final, let it be. (For all the wrong reasons, somehow)

But i'm definitely not blaming them or anything. Well, what can i (we) do? :(

Heard a song with this sentence, " I'll be loving you forever. " Will you love someone forever? And then i came across something about " true love ". Is there true love in this world? For me, both answers are yes. I don't know about you, what do you think?

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i won't love you forever because i never did.
i'll rmb you forever,
coz you had given me so much precious moments.
esp the smile you gave me each time,
you told me it was true.

but you never answered that qn each time i ask,
and now i know the answer - no. did you have to hide it from me?
you shouldn't have said, " i don't know. "
indirectly, you hurt me even more. :(

sometimes you made me smile,
but sometimes you disappoint me.

maybe that's what makes you you.

I did this for cheryl: ( Don't blame me if some details are wrong coz i'm not a band member )

Band Concert 2006
15 December ( TODAY )
Singapore Conference Hall
7.30 pm - 10 pm
$10 per ticket, Free Seating
Teacher incharge: MS GOH PIN ZI and others :)

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I'm blogging coz i'm quite free. No, actually not really free. I've still got unfinished workk. And i'm multi-tasking now. My stomach's like super bloated now coz of coke. Wanted to buy 1 bottle of coke but that woman wanted me to get 2 for $2, alright fine.

In case you don't know ( coz i know this quite long ago ) Ms Goh is leaving. HAHA. No reason as to why i'm talking about this so suddenly. About her: She's nice and looks ok, though cannot be compared with Ms Koh and ... She looks serious and SHE IS serious, don't mess with her! She looks fierce? Nah, but she isn't THAT fierce. That's what i thought of her at first. About her teaching? Go ask her students, coz i'm not one of them. Or go ask her best friend lah.

Grrr, why must she leave man?! Feel like 'whacking' her, and THOSE who left before her, but i can't bear to do that coz she's too nice to deserve a whacking. Well, actually i have nth to do with her but coz of some reasons, maybe she's too nice ( i can't elaborate nice in what way ) that got me stucked up( not hoooked ) ! Right now, she's still looking for a job.

But nvm, this is not the first time i'm facing such things. I've experienced these earlier this year ( Ms Koh, but i couldn't tell her how good she is as my geog teacher and everyone who knows her surely wouldn't want her to leave for her 'tour' )and even before i came to TK. Can't someone tell goh NOT to leave? Oh well, i better put this aside. No use saying all these now when it's already a facttttt, no one can change it except her. But you kn0w she's those kind lah, haha it's gonna be tough man. And my timing is wrong.

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Alright, today wasn't well at all. I was busy with all those stuffs and didn't have time for lunch and any other things. But when i went to the toilet, i talked for awhile and i turned back the final last time. Well, i had to get ready for later .. it's gonna be busy for me. Before that, i went out for awhile but i had to clear up my things first before i start on another thing. But i was too too busy lah, so no time for other things.




you disappoint me.

Coz i like the view! The view all the way up there. Thank you those who made it possible.

( Before that, a short interruption )
All these precious moments
with you by my side
must be a gift from heaven

I don't know how i found you
I'm thankful that i have

You'll come to see
that you're the one


Fine, back to my topic.

I went all the way up to level 70! It took me about 45 sec to reach? Yeah, around there.



Cool view from Level 70. And i've got St. Andrew's Cathedral right under me! Haha. Yepp, the cathedral's a wonderful view from up here.



This is the VIPs table, also where i'm seated! Haha, dream on! Nah, unless i'm a VIP. I took the other table.
Wait, that painting right behind is all over the place. Any artists can tell me what's so special about that art? To me, it's some i-don't-know-what work. Maybe that shows i'm not talented in art.



It says, " WELCOME TO EQUINOX " Of course i know you can read it yourself!



Esplanade! or you might want to call it 'durian'. Whatever. One durian is missing in the picture. Up here, everything's so so tiny.



On the way out, i passed MONT BLANC. And guess who i saw inside? I saw Mr Rizal. Haha, but i didn't really bother. If Ms ... then i would stop and look further. Haha

Thanks for sending the pictures. Ok, that's enough. To end off, i had a great time. It's a wonderful place, so good to be there.

That's once in a lifetime. But if you're rich, terribly rich, it's a different story.


you'll come to see that you're the one,
till the end.

Here are some questions for you to think about. They might be the questions that you couldn't find an answer to.

Have you ever wanted to dry a tear that you knew you had made fall?

Have you ever said something that you never meant at all?

Have you ever wanted a chance to go back and change the past?

Have you ever held back a question that you really wanted to know?


Haha, hope that kills your boredom a little! Go think about it, you might find the answers to these questions. Holidays are pretty boring for me because i'm not going overseas this year. But at least i'm going for high tea tmr! Haha.

That reminds me, christmas is coming! I'm definitely looking forward to that day. Plus all the carols, celebration and everything else.



I don't dream. I make it real.
you just made my day.

Everyone enjoyed themselves at escape today, i'm sure. Yeah, we treasure the time we have with each other ok! That's why i say, they rockkk. They do.

Haunted house, ooo we went there to scare ourselves! The fun is there man. There was a group before us and this boy, i should call him a boy, came out crying. I freaked, even a boy cried? What about me?

Let's face it, it's our turn now. A crawling ghost greeted us, haha. We were like talking crap inside. But there was a part where it was totally dark. I didn't dare to walk in case something grabs us. So we waited for the next group. ( The ghost was pissed, i think ) Oh YEAH! That guy's so brave and we made it. Go try it out! Still, it isn't as scary as the last time.

As for the rest, i won't say much coz i'm lazy. But i can tell you, we had fun. I was dumb to take that bus, sat till the seat burnt and the soursop made me puke!



i just want to talk to you everyday,
without loving you.

Royalties & commoners @ banquet! And that was a nice lunch but we had to leave early. Poor thing, all of them had to rush off to different places. The 2 of them had to rush back as they were late.

Alright, i stoned somewhere. It was about 3.20 when i pulled my bag near me and i closed my eyes. I was super tired, i don't know why. And when i woke up, it was 4. I did something wise before i left. Wah, the place was very empty can - only 1 person, if i'm not wrong.

And i took an empty bus home. :(

I might be the happiest person for a moment and it's dang worth it! Smiles were all over the place. It isn't like a bomb, it's something that i just wished i wouldn't have to give.

You appreciate it very much, i'm glad.

You want me to take care of myself.

You said i'll find someone better and would see me again. But i told you to stop lying coz you know i won't...

You said you didn't get angry before.

& you said so many other things, i fully understood most of the things. I'm touched by your words.

No matter what, you're wonderful. Simply wonderful. So, i 'love' you in a way.



i told you i wanted to give you the best.
but you told me, you wanted the best for me.
the best i ever want, is you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TK!

What a day! Well, we started with an attire check and according to them, my socks were not up to their expectations, therefore had to waste 2 bucks for a new pair. But i wanna thanks mrs tan, thanks for that. Ok then we went down to the carpark for security check. Whoo! Everyone assembled there and i could see their outfits and everything under the sun.

Then after the check, we went straight to 2A for 'dinner'. Everything was held back because of spoons! Spoons were that impt at that moment. Fine, then we went to our stations and the real work begins.

Guests started coming in but at first i was kinda puzzled. Since they had teacher ushers there who did what i was supposed to do, why do they still need me? But that was at first.

Halfway i went back for a drink. Ok i stepped in and i didn't know if i should walk or go back. Then Mdm Fong stopped me. Well, i spotted royalty! Hehe. So i smiled lah. Ms MM was puzzled after what i did. Ooo, coz she was looking at me the whole time. Ofc lah! All band members except me.

Then went back to my station and stood there all the way till SM Goh took his seat. While walking back to the audi, we saw Ms Tan. She was like smiling to herself lah! Then i went to hi casually. And wynne laughed at her. =D

Then back at the audi, we were told to clear up the 2A classroom. So 6 of us went. We had much fun in there until VT told us to keep quiet. First, afraid of ghost. Second, the rubbish. Totally disgusted.

Back in the audi, we had a debrief. The funny thing is, when i looked at you and when you looked at me, we continued the same way but nth was done. After awhile, you looked at me and i looked at you. When our eyes meet, we both turned away. Then, when you looked at me again and i looked at you again, we both turned away again. Finally, it was time to leave. I looked at you for the last time and everything you and i did were for the last time.

Well, what a day. We didn't stay throughout the whole thing though. But i was super tired by then.


if you didn't start the first move,
i wouldn't have continued.
thanks.

Yesterday was the full dress rehearsal and it was dang tiring. My legs totally went weak after that! Ok we started by going for lunch at KFC. Met this girl who was with me throughout the whole journey. From my house bus-stop, to KFC and back on the same bus as me.

Then while walking in, tiff joined us! She told me that Ms Jolin Tay was on the same bus as her. We talked to Ms Sri when a taxi drove into the school. Oh, Ms Erma, Ms Low and Ms Goh came out of the taxi. We panicked all for different reasons. After saying hi to her, she smiled to me. No lah, she always has that look, should be.

We helped out at the noticeboard and because of that, we were late for the briefing which was at 3.30. Haha, but it's ok. Then we went to the reception area where we started role playing. Shen Lao Shi was super funny. Thank her for helping us to get sweets. Well then we were made to stand at a spot. It's tiring, yes it is. Worse, there wasn't any role play going on! All the way till the skies turned dark, we stood there. ( Thanks for that call )

Back to the audi for debrief. After that, Ms Goh came in and then went out by another way. Arina and I went out to talk but I just said bye. Went back and we took some pics with my absolutely wonderful princess and tiff!!!!!!! WHOOO.

Ok then we left when Ms Goh and Ms MUIMUI came in, didn't want to be extras there. But had to rush back for our water bottles and they came out when we went in. Then we went down for the concert. Just when we were about to leave, we saw Mrs Tey. And we talked to her. Finally, said bye and we left.



you did.