The fear returns once again.
Walk down the lonely roads of ytd.
I close my eyes and i'll be alone,
where time can never heal.
I'm hurt.


Happy Teachers' Day to all wonderful teachers out there.
Well, i had a great time today. I'm sure most of the teachers would feel the same, saw them holding on to many presents. It rained almost the whole day today, therefore couldn't have the aces day workout in the field. Ended up in the hall instead. After that, the teachers' day concert began. I was made to sit at the back of the hall. But that was fine. Had a talk with lwy and she's real nice. Had to give MM the teacher's day gift on behalf of the class. ( ! ) I moved ice thro my actions. Nice right? I'm lousy at hugging. Please rmbr me.

I'm hurt.
Only you.
However, will things be the way i want?

Sadly, i might not be the one...

Well, the arrangement sucked so much. I didn't like it and i will never like it. But thank the teacher for trying but still, she failed. For that one day grace that she wanted to give to us. Well, then was Maths. It was so uncomfortable in that position.
Recess. English, we had some presentations. Basically, they gave us a rough idea on what we're supposed to present about. Science, to the com lab! Mrs Tey tried to be funny most of the time. saying how much space she needs to walk. And it was lame, we went down and back to the com lab again! for geog lessons. Oh and j.t swept the floor.. can you believe it? After school, and the feeling was fantastic. We had so much fun with tey. (Feeling down that day? Go find her ) But i wasn't there frequently as i had to run to different places. Why? Yeah, of coz. And i enjoyed the moment when we greeted each other goodbye. But the snatcher saw it all. I didn't mind being late or getting scolded...

Even though how much i've done.
It might be someone else.

And everytime we're together,
I don't feel the same.

So far so good. I think this is so far the best Monday ever. Let's start off with a BAD morning.
And let me tell you, it's real bad.
-My mouth was totally shut. I didn't say anything AT ALL. Sad right? I'm usually not like that.
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-I was greeted a good morning. Blabla...
-Then, MM changed all our places again. Dang! That's what she always likes to do. And almost everyone got fed up, including her. Look at the way she scolded them. You would wish you were there to see it. Basically, that's how our morning were spoilt.

And that instructor was funny. His actions and all those, we simply had fun in the hall during PE.

English. We got tested and were told to think out of the box. Seriously, we are already thinking out of it. And we have a great someone who entertained us with lame jokes. Yeah, lame. But it made us happy and totally forgot about our bad morning.

Went to buy new notebook coz someone didn't bring hers. I don't know what gave me the motivation to run. My legs were freaky tired but i could still carry on running! Haha. And someone cheered for us on the way. We couldn't be late for class. I couldn't speak properly, "So ss...seee .... ! " Wow! That moment was great... ><

MT, poor x.l. Ab almost stuff the rubbish into her mouth? I don't know, haha. Anw, our last MT period for the whole week. Sobs, gonna miss ab. ( ! ) Her lesson is always enjoyable and i seriously like her class. Yeah!

After school, i thought all was gone. But NO! Yeah! I was like screeching. Noisy right? She had her oral and we waited for her. Well, nothing came out. We talked while waiting. And finally, she was out from oral. The leg..i laughed and it was darn noisy when i dragged the chair. So the silent one turned and look. Hahah! So paiseh. Basically it was nice. I had a wonderful time. And the way s.o and i talked had a unique style. ( You wouldn't understand ) My poor file, it cracked. I didn't mind tho. "Have Fun!" Yeah, we had fun outside school. Definitely, i can't forget. We heard those NEWS! That whoever whoever was seen with whoever whoever. Oh man. Tell me it can't be true. I laughed ... Unbelievable man!

Also, we had a great time over there. Talking about some great stuffs. :) Right? I bought what i had to buy. And we left after everything was done.

You're the one i need.
Deep down in me.

You brought me thro' the lonely times.
I'll always look back as i walk away.
Those memories will last for eternity.
You know how much you mean to me.

Wyn was made angry this morning and afternoon.
At least i'm not. Well, coz there's an effort put in.
Seeing ab in her old self made me smile again. Phew!

Maths. And he started off the lesson by doing some stuffs. Haha
And blabla. My eyes didn't close.

PE. Aces day workout again. Muahah!
2 people thought of me being siao.
Yeah, what was i doing?

Recess. I ate something.
Ah, finally..the wonderful taste of food.

EL. And we went down to the lib. during the second period.
"Your free period now? "
Yeah, my FREE PERIOD.
Haha, and guess who we saw?
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MrsTey!!! And some other staffs.

Whee! She was dang! relieved that we came in after she had her photo taken.

And we saw her again during science.
That, i almost fell asleep.
Science couldn't be more fun.

And school's over.
And mrs tey laughed. (???)
I know where!

"Please evacuate! " LOL

I'm confused.
Nvm, and she went home.
ooh, so it's ms teo.
Then, she couldn't get a cab.
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Finally,
She got one.
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We went elsewhere after that.
Then we went back for CCAs.

WHEE! Something happened during CCA. Haha, i thought it was quite funny.

"I have .... i don't wish to see .... !!! " LOL.
Just a part of what was said.


Then when i finish.
2 jokers had catfight.
Sprayed water on each other.

Yepp and she was so so so funny.
I bowed to her and she bowed to me.

Oh, godma know what i did.
And the conversation between us.

We were needed to help carry things to the lib.
I shouted so loud outside.

Still, many things happened after that.
( Too long to list )
What a friday man!

There's too much ahead.
It's only 50% that you all think.
But i'll continue because of you.

And again, i don't mind.
I'm happy.
Wonder if you are too...

I wasn't affected. Perhaps, i've been used to it.
But there were better things to recall.
Part of me died, when i let you go.

The shy-ness. Indeed!

Quote of the day, " scold them also no use coz they don't understand. "

Seriously, that's the quote that inspired me! Yeah, it made my day.
This wonderful person said so.

Wonderful word of the day, " language "

This word is certainly so true.

Worst event: I have to skip meals

I have a "godmum".
Lol, my "godmum" is so nice.
She's very caring and a great cook.

Thanks "godma", your words are sweet.
Isn't "godmum" so nice?
And i promised "godmum" that i'll drive her home next time.

Funniest moment: MT Period.

I really enjoyed this lesson. It's dang enjoyable. Anw, i was sortta scolded for relaxing. Lol, scolded for relaxing? Hehe.



I'll never let you go.
Because my love remains unchanged.

i meant a little to you.
somewhere deep down in your heart, i believe, i would be able to find my place.

tuesdays.
my knee still hurts ok ( if i hadn't been "blind", i wouldn't have hurt myself )
and guess what? Ya lah, you people laugh. It's very paiseh ...
I'm so gonna get scolded by ab. I didn't pass up the wb and worse.. didn't even tell her.

we'll start off with lit. it's okay lah, the lesson was quite funny. Then was maths. Seriously, my eyes were about to close.

recess. i've gotta give mm the book to sign. Haha, the ink ink ink.

We had our pf and with some entertainment going on in 2A. Yeah! How wish Mdm Yeo was my form teacher. Jgoh was complaining about her. Hah. She and her best friend, the mike.

Science was...

Geog was ...

The day was okay.
My life is filled with emptiness.
Still, i found hope.

The fear returns again.
Searching aimlessly.

The time when we went separate ways.

You know my heart still has you.
I'm waiting for the day where this would come true.
And that is when you say that you care.

I close my eyes.
I'm all alone.
I lost myself.
I lost you.
Time can never heal.

Far away on the lonely roads.
I see you.

Can i find a place in your heart?

I don't exist in your world.
I never will?

At last! The exams are over. I don't need to be so stressed up over exams for now. Anw, gonna relax and destress : )

Many things happened today. Well, today's our last paper - geography. Hmm, it's ok lah. Except for some parts which i don't really know how to answer. And guess who was our invigilator? Ms Lim A.B Some said that her handwriting wasn't bad at all. But i should sortta thank her, if not for her, i wouldn't be able to staple my answer sheet together.

That took up about 1 period. And i was so ... (grr) I don't know what to say. We had kaocha and zaoju was killing if you didn't know the meaning of the words. After that, she said she wasn't able to return us the papers due to lack of time. And she started talking about some stuffs. About 3 minutes after she started on today's lesson, the bell rang.

We had 1 free period. Then we went for PE. Played badminton and wow! it was certainly so fun.

Recess. I was going arnd doing some lame expressions. Haha, i just found it fun. Anw, was english. And mrs goh was going thro the oral. Tmr's my oral exam. Goodness!

Science. We went to the lab and handled mirrors .. ( to check appearance ). Lol! Then we went home to take something. The whole journey was so funny. No one else would know how funny it is. Back! I went to the lab to find them. Okay, they left first and i stayed on. I'm capable man! lol. I finished most of it! Yay! But my hands were so numb that my movements were slow.

Went for CCA later on. The trainer was nice. Quite funny, and the best was .. he let us have breaks in btw. So we won't stone to death. Haha

Well, dismissed. And i waited for wy to come back. While waiting, watched them at the court. Okay, then we sat down to eat. And my senior made me laugh till i knelt on the floor. Seemed like i didn't have a good laugh for the past few yrs of my life. Had talks with a friend. Thank wy. I didn't know where to put my face. Halfway, I saw mm. But i walked normally.

Part-timer was extra. No need for that actually. The worse thing was that you turned back to look for me? Aiya, i feel so bad.

I got suan-ed. I got laughed at.
Even you laugh. Waliao eh.

You didn't see Mrs Tey's reaction when she acted so fake and when she laughed at me. Bleah!

1 in my heart.

When my love for you is blind

The papers were ok.

Tmr's going to be another day. Ooh, and it's a Thursday tmr. Time flies, soon another week comes. The school term ends. And so on.

But i couldn't make you see it.
And the teacher was greeted other surnames? I thought she called something auntie. Haha, anw, yeah. Wy had to rush down aft we came out from the com lab. But nth came out. Instead, she got shoo-ed back to class. That's what she said.

I loved you more than you'll ever know.
Then english. I spent my time chatting. What luck! Getting people we never wanted to grade us. Darn! I was super dramatic when i fainted. When jgoh announced, the whole class laugh. Because of Mm. Hahaha Unexpected, i was down for practice. But luckily, i did sortta ok. Other than some crap that i've added in. Then was IPW. Ch kept blaming the leader. Haha, class to glass. Well, the com always lag there. And were released slightly late.

A part of me died when i let you go
She had certainly pissed mm off. I don't know what she did, but duh she saw. I'm damn disappointed ok! I don't know how i will react tmr. Gah! tmr, no one ever knows or understand. I went to find my friend halfway coz i felt so useless. I am nothing still.

Maybe you couldn't believe it, but it's true.
Right at this very moment and still going on.

Shi Wang :
Deng le hao jiu.


The worst thing i've ever known, that Thursday is tmr.

Fancy blogging during the Common Test week? Are you wondering that? Lol, i am too. But i told myself, nvm, anw since i've some spare time. SOME, get it? Yepp, some spare time so i can blog.

Yesterday was so terrible. Everything went so wrong. I ask myself why and have i found an answer? Got scolded most of the time yesterday so what can i do other than shutting myself in the room? Opps and ytd's misunderstanding was terrible. Well, i don't know what i'm going to do next. And the poster nv return. Not only did it not return, i've got a free chaoxie. Slept arnd 12 ytd? And when i woke up this morning, my leg was total pain.

Well ytds are ytds. Today was slightly better. Altho i didn't want to sit for the papers ( Sci and History ) I thought it was hmm. ok? Oh and trala took 2 papers for history ( wow )Science, ok, good works of the teacher. Well, it was expected. Anw, it's over. Tmr is another whole new day. Should i take the bus? I mean, it's like so irritating to you. My wanting-or-not-to-go-up-the-bus act was seen. No reaction...then...(waves)But i know that i couldn't go pp with you all that's why!
Plus, almost half the class went toilet during geog. Nobody greeted her. And it was raining so heavily that there was a mini-flood by the sides. Whee! The experience was great, esp with a humourous teacher. Yiguan was beside me and she wanted me to put her to sleep during geog! The arrangement was sortta perfect with the 3 funny people surrounding me. Muahha!

What would Wednesdays be like?

Ooh! It's time.

I wish to be the younger sis.
You were sitting right infront.

So ytd wasn't too good.

I came back. And she told me all nonsense crap about car plates. Telling me that she would be online arnd 9 plus. Being the good person, I waited. Yeah, and she made me wait. Explaining why she couldn't make it, I went to watch the show. The show was NICE, so nice, Just like you! She's been thro the night, No... according to her, she slept at 1 !

I worry about you disappearing. But HA! Realised you were elsewhere. Towards the rubbish bin ( to throw stuffs ) Of coz to throw stuffs. Here it is: i turned and you saw me. you smiled to me! Right timing. and oh, so sweet. Won't this tale ever be true, so true? ( adapted from the chickenduckgoose story ) Go dream.

Everyone's in studying mood.

today was terrible. not exactly that terrible, with your help.

MT. Thx for bothering to look. And ab's getting all our names wrongly. And i just can't stop laughing. 1) A girl shouted, " jiu ming!!!" and ab's reaction was super funny while she was askin her why she did that.

MA. I think his mood was better today? And we did the same things.

PE. Aces day... What can you expect me to do?

Recess. I was lame, but once was enough for you.

Jgoh did oral with us. And my turn didn't come, next week then.

MrsTey went through the papers. No comments.

School's over. My entry's all in a sentence! Anw, i said have ... weekend and you ended off very long. But nvm, i don't mind listening to all those LONG stuffs.

Just receive a call from them saying how pissed they made her. ooh HAHA.

I apologised for this kind of lousy entry. Basically coz you don't understand at all... ...


*Seriously, i don't mind at all. As long life's with you..

NATIONAL DAY!

It's National Day today! 9 August.
Some things about ytd:
1) It's the 3rd time ( still counting ) that something dropped. Along the corridoor ytd, you dropped the paper. Muahaha! Sorrie. You had to bend down coz of me again :(
2)The 5 teachers that we met ytd - Esp TL. Can't you just imagine how shocked we were?! I was just saying lots of ppl look like.. then suddenly, TL turned arnd. LOL
3)Bazaar was great.
4)When i wanted to leave at the same time, Ni Xiao Ler.
5)It was so right for me to stand behind. And was so right for me to leave halfway during mural for a toilet break.
6)All was ming xian for ya.

Anw, i won't continue anymore. Gtg now. Bye

I'm back from a madd shopping trip. Haha

The day started right. Seriously, you shouldn't give $50 to the uncle. But nvm, you didn't have smaller notes. Oh and i didn't wear red tee. You asked me why i didn't wear red tee. Then we assembled and i gave mm all sorts of reasons why i should stand at the back for the day. Finally, i didn't bother so much and i just stand there. Then we went seperate ways. Mural Design. Work on it man! After completing our design, we went for the bazaar. : ) Supported you. And i know i was tin-te. Ni xiao. And you didn't scold me altho you knew that i did sth that you didn't agree. I wasn't hungry, tht's why i didn't want to eat? That's what i said. Before i left, i stood there just to wait for the turn. I waved like an idiot. THANKS ms sri. You really helped me a lot. Then, we went to find mrs tey. Funy funny! Real funny. Seriously, Mrs Tey is so funny that she made the 3 of us laugh till ... After school. She super ex. I stood at one corner of the bus stop and was like keep whispering something?! What was she trying to say? Then the bus came and i replied byebye. let me make it dramatic. your hand and my hand touched. HAHAHA, so fake. On the bus, yay! We went out. Super duper funn. Guess who we saw? T.L t.L we were totally SHocked. Gosh! So coincidence. Thenfollowed by mrs hwang, ms nani, mdm nora and mrs chan-ho. Hahaha, so funny... We laughed. I laughed till my head hurts. totally dead tired aft the whole thing.

Let me tell you: You know. You just know it. :D Haha.
Thx Ms Sri. Yeah, with your support!

-Nothing has ever happened.
-I have to treat you like you've never existed.
-I began to wonder again after ytd...

MONDAYS. They are always the same.
What else can i say? I have to wait again.
C.H came to me about the receipt again and at last, we didn't claim. It was infront of her and her response was ... laugh. Then FT admin. Mm kept asking me if tickets for bazaar were sold and i kept saying no. Somehow she didn't believe me. And then was Maths. Okay, fine. PE. What game.

Recess.

Music. Sorry that i blocked your way, i did it on purpose. Haha. Oops and what about the form? You saw it?! We had a test and it was quite ok. Then was the longgg 4 periods of MM. And how many times did i redo it? CE, fine. MT. Ab looked good with her haircut. lol. See, i didn't mind walking a bit more. You didn't mind me irritating you. Haha. "Not so soon" ... so inaccurate.

Ms Erma, do be careful next time.

Gtg now. Guess i'm gonna start with CE.

Thought that today would be a boring day. But no! It wasn't one, it was enjoyable.
We started off with morning assembly. Darl had lots of neoprints, now then i know. Hah! Anw, yeah. Then we proceeded for MT lessons. I asked darl a few qns and darl answered me. Okay, so i would be able to see xiao jie ltr...
MT. We wrote a letter and ab was rather pissed. Coz the class made her pissed lah. Oh and i didn't do corrections. It's actually re-re-re corrections. So i was on stand-by, my hands were up to protect my face coz her aiming wasn't so good. I'm afraid that she might just aim it on my face. Haha, but still, i've gott to pick it up for her. I lent her my red pen and didn't get a thank you : ( Well, at least you made an effort to pop into the class to "look" for me. Duh, i saw you.
After that was Maths. Yepp, quite ok. Then was PE. We went to the hall and did some warm-up. Then we played badminton. Mr Singh had to leave for some meeting and we were on our own. Stopped the game at 9.55 and went for recess. Yeah, i walked back to class first. xiao and talked. I couldn't help but call darl twice even after darl needed to go. But at least darl turned.
Recess. Nth happened.
English. Jgoh wasn't here ( gd luck for your exam ! ) so Mr Lim took over. We were suppose to write compo and Mard. was unwell so i had to bring her bag down and look for her outside the stffrm. Tan was there too but she let me go coz i told her i've got compo to write. Rushed back and still, i managed to finish on time.
Science. Okay, we continued on the same topic. Halfway, Ms Ang came to find us. Oh and Mrs Tey ( don't know if purposely ) shouted my name. And i had to see Ms Ang. She got some details and she was like... Haha. Then when i went back to my seat, she was like ah never pass up work.
Her jokes are fun. Then we ended our lessons.
After school. CCA. But wait. I was sitting at the table and the first time normal reaction. Wyn was like hiding and had to run all the time. darl stood up and walked and darl saw me. I made Ms Sri and another teacher laugh like siao. I was like looking at them and they were laughing and laughing. Esp the other teacher. Then ltr they sat down and i sortta scared them again by appearing and they laughed again. I walked to darl and said hi and wave. As usual when i waved and smiled at darl, ^he would do the same. The second time darl was like what are u doing here? But i just know that i made 2 teachers laugh like siao. Each time they see me, they would laugh. Ya and i saw Ms Goh walking down to the general office. VT asked me what was i doing? And i was like telling him that i was with my friends. T.A asked saw me and asked me qns that were comforting. I went for my CCA. Then xiao jie should be touched that i did so much. Coz i was like pantng and T.A joked " You run the whole school .... issit? " Then i was like no lah. But xiao jie should be touched lah. I did so much! Be touched man.
Guess today wasn't bad at all. I enjoyed it very much.
Monday would be better?

I cared.
So did YOU.

YOU laughed
So did I

YOU smiled
So did I

YOU were touched
I was happy

Makes sense?
Quoted from... ( forgot the name)

You kicked the stand not coz you're blind. I saw you from afar, you saw me too and waved. Thanks for that, but i caused you to kick the stand which was right infront of you. Bet you didn't see it! Your expression was like oops, sorry sorry, wasn't on purpose. Haha.

The morning was wonderful. Then i had to meet 3 teachers. What?!! 3?!! How can i multi-task man. So i had to get help from others. Met the first teacher and then rushed to meet the other one. Wow! Oh yeah, i took a stroll up and ni dui wo xiao. I ran afraid that ab would scold me. Oh! And she decided to let us sit in grps to discuss. Better tis way?

Then was science. Ok lah.

Recess.

MT. You were like sitting on the chair with 2 legs! You'll fall lah. Ni hai shi xiao. yeah, Ab! Was like freaking pissed. I don't know why, mainly coz of the corrections thingy. Well, don't talk about it. Tmr, Mt would be boring.

History, Ms Sri's so kind. Haha. We were rushing through the lesson again. When the bell rang, sh was like "Oh My God! " Why? Coz she didn't had time to finish what she was supposed to do.

D&T. zZZz. . Still, you were automatic. We sat for the test. And everything else. Yeah. Man! I didn't do what i was supposed to do for D&T. I know. Sorry..

After school.

4 plus. Mrs Tey was leaving. and she said that our D&T lessons were boring! Haha. And what kind of car owner is she, lousy. The leaves fell on her car and she didn't even bother to clear them.

Busstop. Saw Varsha and gang. Haha. I laughed like mad. Really loud. Coz... coz it was simply too funny. No, they didn't take 197.. they didn't take 76... they took. .... 43!!!! Hahaha. Poor you, you missed 2 buses coz of them. Haha.

What a day. Hope tmr would be better.

Managed to squeeze some time out to type this post. Everyone out there studying for test tmr? And i realised that i've got D&T and Science to study. Haha.

Oh. And so Ms Goh came today. I saw her. History, Ms Sri was rushing thro the lesson as we are gonna miss her lessons next week and so we've got lots and lots to do. Well, i didn't mind.

Maths. VT was ok. The lesson was ok.

Recess. I was walking down the stairs. And i decided to stand there to wait for them. Then i saw one teacher. She walked pass me and saw me standing there. I think she was wondering what i was doing there? One moment ltr, she dropped her wires and cables. Oops! She just stood there helplessly. And did i help her???

IT. I thought it was english for once. It stinked so much when i was in the lab. Goodness! And i had to get out of the lab for FRESH AIR. Really stinks man. Where did that smell come from? And we rushed thro our PW again. Really, it's terrible. I'm totally sian.

LIT. We got back our test paper and cheryl's first again. Haha. She and her daoness. Whatever, daoness she has.

English. Jgoh was up and down most of the time. We were told to read some passages and yeah, that was the whole of english.

Assembly. It's about National Day.

And aft school. I was suppose to pass up the form. But no one wants to buy. Looks like i'll have to "force". Lol. I was quite ok at first. Then someone coughed badly. I was like.... Ok. Then another teacher thinks me mad. Why? I don't know, she just gave me that look. And adeline banged against the wall (on purpose)Wsh was like looking at US. Mad? Yeah, she is. I'm not. Actually i think i was, i was jumping arnd. Then you left our sth so u've gotta go back to get it. Then okay. Walking out of school. I was like, you weren't alert that there was a car behind you. So i was like, " Eh! Car car car ! " Wasn't i rude to call eh.

You came online last night.

Ms Goh didn't come to school today. Why? Oh! Why? She came ytd but not today. We had 4 periods with MM. And she didn't know what i was doing. Today, had to see her during recess. What crap was she asking? Gosh! And i had to entertain those crap. All thanks to the bell which saved me from further crap. One eg of crap she asked me: Why not use your savings to buy insurance. I was like insurance??? My parents would help me right? And they had bought it for me long time ago.

Thanks wy for lending me. But Tey saw it! Haha. She's not blind. Ooh! Geog! What a COOL geog teacher she is. COOL? In what way man, i just couldn't find the slightest COOL in her. Ya! And she's 23 this yr. Haha, those who are interested in her age, she is 23! We did our presentation today. I should have opened the other folder. Wasted.

I stayed back for awhile. We went to play MONOPOLY. Haha and i'm a cai shen ye. Why? Coz i was like " keep the change. " and when i'm supposed to pay only a few $$, i gave that person $200. But i wanted to end the game early, that's why i was like that. We also played dom. Haha and we were damm noisy. Making so much noise in there. Went home aft that.