Hey, nehs ir iauq el. I might not be able to say it again coz of some reasons.

I whispered these words but didn't know if it was noticed.

Today was pretty much fine. Got scolded by ab. Haha, but i can still laugh. Still, i enjoy her lessons on friday. Quite enjoyable lah. Then ltr we went back. Boring lesson. But luckily only 1 period. Then was PE. Run? Oh no. Haha. But not really tired. Then recess.

Superstar very funny. The class too. Hahah. Then was science. Tey the funniest. Actually could walk but got stuck somewhere. So joined ltr.

Erm, tmr is the big day. Go band!

My joy stops here. The day started right. I was talking and talking.

Science, why make me lose control of my handling. Again, she was funny. She wants me to find her, jokingly. Ouh, someone belongs to some triad now in the lab.

Recess

Boring ab.

Again, ys got her wish come true. She even talked somemore. She must be more than happy.

D&T, haha.

At the rotanda. That's all.

It stops here.

Wednesday. Yes, today is the day. Ys had her wish come true, t.l came in. Happy i guess, is she? Then the rest was okay. Then recess. I had a paper in my hand. Then i knew what a retard smile is. Yeah then aft recess, was varsh. Real funny, don't know why. Hahaha. Then was wy's twin. Was anyone listening to her at first? hmm... Then EL, why did you laugh? PW, haha.

Then tey came to talk to us, not in english. Wow, hahah. She asked me weird things. But she's a real funny at times. Haha.

Overall, the day was good.

Why did you laugh? Was i really funny? You were laughing throughout...

Oh, today sucked. I guess the rest of the semester will suck too. How am i going to get used to it? Damn what lah. Plus a change of timetable which made everyone confused. The day started not right. But at least, i have the slightest right of it all. That was in the morning.

Then we had 4 straight periods of mm. What? Gosh, who's going to get sick of that? She went changing everyone's place. And sent 2 of em 'far' away. Only left the other 2. Pathetic! Then they left for band prac, so did she. We watched the video. Then was tan's lesson. Hahahaha, so funny. She played games which only she enjoyed? I guess i did, practically laughing.

P.S what's hand ons? What's david dairys? Pronounce properly.

Then was MT. Again, same thing. Blabla. But quite funny. Oops, i left sth with someone else! Die, hope it can be found. PS..

New batch of teachers joined in. Can't believe it. So many. And my view is getting blurer, i can't see. I thought it's gone but it's not.

Won't you just make the slightest thing right? Show yourself!

Oops. School's going to start again tmr. Sigh, it's a half yes and half no for me. Guess there are too many reasons to list. But still, have to go. Worse of all, i still have work. Anw, i'm going to resume to school life again. Where i can't wake up late...Sleep late. Talking about sleeping late. There's the world cup. I can't watch too. But it's ok for me, i'm not a world cup fanatic. So i won't die without it.

I had a wonderful night ytd. Stayed up late and couldn't wake up today. And what weather, i'm going to take a nap ltr. I know what i'm supposed to do now, i've finally waken up! And i guess, i'm going to make a correct decision.

So guys out there! Enjoy your last day of the holidays. Because tmr is school again...
It's either good or bad.

Looking at reality.

Pretty Moodless day. That my thoughts actually went ... ! Still confused over my duhougan. Yes, I am! I need to go to school to look at reality. Had some mad talks, crazy thoughts. I don't know what else i need to say about today and ytd.

Luckily, i heard a wonderful news. I was the first person to call wy. Made history, did i? But still, she can't help much. Everything's the same.

I really need to look carefully
Open my eyes so wide
See

See what?
See things, definitely.

Sorry, i don't know why i'm posting this? Or why should i even type it?
I think coz i've got things to do
But i pretend that i've got nth to do
So i've got but i've not.

I don't know but i believe, that some things are meant to be. I never thought that some things i did ,You would respond. But you showed that they do by some things that you did. I know that i'm no one to you but i'll still love you. And you'll never leave my heart, until you know how i feel. All the little things i had, they belong to you. You'll never leave until someone takes you away...
(No Copying)

Sure rotting at home and thinking is certainly making me go mad. I can't stand it.
Definitely wanting to go school ASAP : Breathe in fresh air? ( No sense )
Laugh? ( You're Mad )
Revive Me ( Sure Mad )
I want to Wake Up ( do you mean that Wake Up ? )

No! Some things are holding me back : Some people!
The things i've gotta do!
I don't know how i'm going to DO it!

I think, i'd rather rot at home.

How did you get the email? Unfair. ( Referring to one of my friends ) Please enlighten me, or else i'll be confused***

Still, i've got work unfinished. So dead. Lol. That i know coz time is SO RUNNING OUT! I really don't wanna see some PEOPLE who caused me to do so much work. And the lessons ( some of them are boring? )

Go figure out why do you want/don't want to go to school lah!

Everyday and Everyday ...

Changed skin again. I think so far this is the best? I wonder what you all think. This shall be permanent. Spent quite a lot of time on changing everything. And i think this is more or less the best i can produce. Hope you all enjoy reading it. And thank you.

Bye!

Hah! What a wonderful day today. Went to "Haven", a beautiful place. But still cannot be compared to Heaven. Haha, which is such a wonderful and beautiful place to be. Enough crap. BBQ? Didn't get any hands on. Just waiting for the food to be served by a wonderful helper. Ate quite a lot? I don't think so.

Then about 8 plus, we went up to the room. I think i was mad for a little while, was playing with "DOGGIE". Played until i was very tired. And, max licked me...leaving wonderful memories of him in my heart. Haha. They tried to play catching or wadeva game with me? I saw them and they ran. But i can't be bothered with them. We chatted meaningful stuffs. Then used the laptop and we meddled with her hair. Cool style. But sigh, had to leave early. Couldn't stay on and continue talking. I didn't go home. Where'd i go? Went all the way to a faraway place and then home. What a waste of my time! I could've stayed longer... I wanted to so much!

I made a little promise but i don't know if i could keep it. I try to, i'm really trying very hard. Really trying. But even if i break it, won't kill lah huh? Right?

Changed my blog skin ( should be temporary ) - testing out.
But it's quite messy. Made me very confused. I didn't know what i was doing to the template : ) Anw, chose a simple one. Don't know if it is nice. By right, i didn't know how to change. So anyhow do. Haha! I don't think it's very nice also.

Still liked ytd the best! Why? Don't know.


If only everything went well

Nonono! I didn't make a wrong decision. It's right.

Just now was really scary! I was standing behind the pillar and i didn't expect anyone to come out. But *woots* someone just walked behind me and when i turned, i was like OHMY! scare me.. Wow! Shock. Haha.

Anw, pretty tired now.
Going now.
Tata

I hope i didn't make a wrong decision. Did I ?

*Bet you i'll have a great sleep tonight.*

-Before that, best wishes!

But some people pissed me off. They just don't understand and think that just because things do not turn out the way they want, the opposite party is in the wrong! Nvm, we'll put this aside.
A bit short lah, today's post. But hope you all don't mind. It's nth nice anw.

Yawns!
Let me get outta here.
I won't forget:
tamen.

Happy that you came online ytd. Lol!!! I had a good sleep. Everything was okay.

My 'admirer' and co. will be leaving me for a period of time. ( Sobs )

To 'admirer':
1) Take care. You are so sickly and down with flu.
2)Help me.
3)Other than sleeping, don't try to be funny.
4)Enjoy yourself
5)Call me if you need help. : )

Tmr is a big day for biao ge:
-His day tmr.
-Gotta go for 2 times

Guess that's all i wanna say. Tata!
imouttahere
heiyinuilang er

Happy that you came online ytd. Lol!!! I had a good sleep. Everything was okay.

My 'admirer' and co. will be leaving me for a period of time. ( Sobs )

To 'admirer':
1) Take care. You are so sickly and down with flu.
2)Help me.
3)Other than sleeping, don't try to be funny.
4)Enjoy yourself
5)Call me if you need help. : )

Tmr is a big day for biao ge:
-His day tmr.
-Gotta go for 2 times

Guess that's all i wanna say. Tata!
imouttahere
heiyinuilang er

Was another helling session today! Everything was the same except the people with me were different. The joy is kept in my heart. How should i say? As long as it includes them, it's fun and we all enjoy it. But for now, i'm tired. After the end of everything, i'm suffering from dehydration.

First person was adeline. Ha! I almose lost control... after i thought that i was stable, i let go to settle myself down. I was like "WOW! ".. the bike swerved. But luckily, i was able to grab hold of it. Phew! I was telling myself one thing : This bike sucks! The pedal so loose and not easy to ride on. We went to the hawker centre for lunch. 2 of them disappeared and i cycled the single one on my own while the rest were away. The seat was comfortable and was perfect. Cycled for awhile and came back ltr. They were wondering where was i ?

Set off. This time was adeline again. I almost fell and hurt myself. Almost! While turning. Totally lose control and the bike slipped. My toe. Nvm! Again, on the single bike i went fast-riding. And back. I lost control again. Urgh! But luckily, got out of the bike in time if not... ( what will happen ? )

Then this time was tiffany. She hated the seat so much that she kept complaining. "The seat damn low lah! " Haha. i was telling her to bear with it. She wanted the single one and ltr we switched over. And it was bruce's admirer to the back. She was real fun i tell you. We cycled ahead and the rest... we didn't really bother. Then i was swerving my bike here and there and each time, she would ahhh. Worse still. i kept turning round and round and i couldn't get my feet off the ground to cycle coz i was laughing! She made me laugh. I practically blocked the passage way. But we switched again. This time. I was on the single as tiffany couldn't balance. At a some sort of jetty ( if you wanna call it ) we switched again. I was behind with "john". (hehe) john was good lah. I grabbed "his" bag till "he" screamed. Yikes! Then we were off. Had some breeze.

Went back. I thought the other bike would be better but it's even worse. So high. Difficult to pedal. Simply terrible. Can't go fast at all. Wanted to pair cheryl but "john" wants her. So she went for "john". So we were FAR behind. Adeline knocked down a boi. Then i went back and took her single bike. They were angry with me for being an irresponsible cyclist. I was damn tired. That i cycled real slow.

Saw 2 people at somewhere and i merely wanted to say hi, one of them screamed like anything. Instead of frightening them, they got me frightened. Lols.

What a day. But fun. Going out with you guys is great. Thank you for making this day a wonderful one for me. Thank you. ( Bows )

wannagonow.
tata
heiyinuilang er

Hellriderz: Us

The place seemed empty. I took a never-ending stroll to the bus-stop. I never get to see the elegance and i do not know when will i have another chance. I was just thinking of some things which i could not bring myself to forget:

-I like the hell. I've got hell on that day. The madness, retardness and the hyper-ness that you all have. I totally forgot everything. I didn't even remember who i am. I love you all, hellriders. But just a few of them were missing.

-I just stood there helplessly and i didn't know what to do.

-That moment under the "bridge" with them.

-I could not express how i feel. I do not wish to say it either coz it's just too strong for words.

-I'm going mad.

( To be continued...)

Someone would love to see this word:

Hellriders.
(Imouttahere)
Heiyinuilang
er

I shall wait for a day which i could shout it out!

Another day wasted. I never get to see the elegance. What a weather, terribly hot and then gloomy skies and strong wind. It's unpredictable. It goes the same for some others. Yesterday was horrid. I could go deaf if i was with her throughout the whole thing. She started off by screaming screaming screaming. Your throat doesn't hurt? And the *urgh* taxi-driver. Who rejected me and took in another passenger minutes ltr. Sickening. [The curb] The journey back.

I was quite late today.Lol, actually i wanted to be late that's why i purposely left house later and walked slowly. But still, i didn't get scolded by anyone. Or rather, when i reached, i found some of them to talk to and wasted even more time. First person i saw was the clumsy girl. She said that her arm aching and i laughed. We parted and then next person was the one i didn't manage to go with yesterday. I was up but i followed her down again. Then ok i dun wanna continue too much on this stuff. Saw mm so i thought to myself about sth - Did she ever change her clothes?

The lesson was sickening. I was merely looking forward to go home. Was released late all because of my group who kept arguing and behaving so stupidly ( which pissed me off a little ) I was doing sth else most of the time. Walked to the bus-stop under the hot sun. But as soon as i got home, the weather changed. There were terribly strong winds and then heavy rain. So i had to go out somewhere but it was delayed due to this freaky weather. Was late but i didn't bothered.

i'mouttahere.
heiyinuilang
er