Will i ever forget the smile on your face? Ms koh, i still remember the beautiful smile that brightens up not just my day and also the others' day. It was our class test 2 for geography and we had to stay back to sit for the test. I remember our class was very noisy and all of a sudden, you just stepped in and the whole class became quiet at once. Not long later, the test began and there was a noise or sth like that. When i looked up at you, i saw your gorgeous smile. Honestly, i wasn't able to continue with my work. I love your geography lessons and the way you hold your markers. Also, when you said "Very good!" Apparently, the whole class would laugh. At times you would wonder, what are we laughing at? In fact, we are actually amused by your jokes. Each geography lesson, i hate it to end so early. So i really treasure every moment that you spend with our class. I thought that it'll last throughout the year... But i knew quite some time ago that you were leaving Spore. Somehow, as i thought that we weren't close at all, so i didn't let that bother me too much. When i was told that you were going to leave on Friday, I was very heartbroken and i felt extremely helpless. I thought to myself, will i ever be able to stop her? Do i have the courage to speak to her for the last time? No, no and no. I knew that your mind was made up and i am Nobody to stop you from leaving. I didn't know that last week was our last geog lesson. I would not be able to hear you and see you again. I didn't know that Friday's goodbye was our last. I do not wish to wish you all the best but i did so reluctantly. For i know that your car would never show up again. I could nv see you occupying that parking lot again. But i know that you have your dreams, so do everyone! I admire you also for your adventurous nature, i know that you love nature and the world. That's why you are here today to teach us Geography. Just a few things before i end this, i hope that you'll really take care of yourself during this period of time. Also, i hope that you'll be back safe and sound. And i wish to hear from you soon. Goodbye and take care.

All the best!
RacH

I don't know why, i missed the smile ; the sweet sweet smile on your face that brightens up my day. It really does. We used to stand by the walkway and stand there to wait for you to come. Each time i see you out of the car, i felt that my day is .. SO MUCH BETTER. I totally agree with Tiffany. Thank you for brightening up our day during each Geography lesson. You know, i really look forward to Geography each time. Hoping to see your smile. When you left, i told myself that there won't be anymore you. No need to stand there anymore to wait for u. No more smile to greet me every morning and to brighten up my day. I wished that today didn't pass as fast ... I hope that this moment will never fade, i want it to last till the very end. When can i ever see you again? Will there be a next time? I just want to say that as i update this post, tears are just rolling down my cheeks. I could not help but wave a goodbye to you. Every friday would be the happiest day in the week. I would nv nv leave the classroom at the end of the day with a sad face. Cuz your jokes and laughter make me cheerful and happy again. I really, i really ...
I can't go on anymore... it's sad.

Received a msg from adeline yesterday and she told me that ms koh is leaving. I was very angry and very sad at the same time. I'm really very very sad cuz she is leaving. I want to send her my regards but .... i don't want her to go too. How? Worse still, i eh hem yesterday like a crazy person which scare quite a few ppl. I didn't have a good sleep last night and was waiting to go to sch to see her.
Next morning, went to sch. And found out that i need to go to Shenyang for that dunno what thing. Whoa... so suay, i don't want to go one loh. But we are forced by HER to go. Gosh...Went to the usual place to wait for her. This time, i didnt expect her to come at 7.10 which wasn't her usual timing. And her reversing is PERFECT!!! Nvm, then quickly, we rushed to the staffroom to look for her. Goodness, she's like lightning like that, so fast she reach. So yiguan called for her...she came out. Everyone looked weird. I felt awkward. I didn't know what to say. So wyn started the conversation asking her You leaving today? So we chatted till the bell ring. Hai... then guess what. adeline was too touched... she influenced me. I shook her hand too. So i told myself that i didn't want to wash it. But the art thing made my hand dirty that i had to wash it. After sch, walked by the staffroom way to see her. Who knows, wan yin told me that she's there. Where? So near yet so far. Finally, spotted her. She looked so serious, so didn't want to talk to her. Hai, left. Wyn they all wanted to go Day n Night to buy chocs for her. So we walked there. Was so so so hot. Sweating like mad.. Walked back again. Rushed up, hoping that she haven't leave yet. Sorry guys, i know i too kan chiong. Then phew, saw her outside the staffroom. So we interrupted her conversation and passed the thing to her. And i asked her when will i see her again, she said,'' See you online! " haha... Then we left... Heard from her that she'll be going to China.. So i hope to see her in Shenyang. Maybe that's my reason for going. But we don't know where is Shenyang. Which part. How to explain to her? If we have fate, we'll meet? Will we? Will i?

*I really don't want her to go. But i know that nth can stop her frm leaving...I wld be God if i can stop her. So hai.... die lah. Goodbye. And take care *

*Day after day and i'm trying and still trying to forget them. I'm on my way to. Didn't see so much of them today. And i have a feeling of weirdness in all of us. They won't be mine anyway, so why must i be crazy over them ? It's also not me that they like, it's other people. Anw, i'm working my way towards 'freedom'. But am i really doing that? It'll be worse if she goes.*

Ok, today is quite fine but boring at the same time. ( Not because i didn't see them ) Maybe that's part. But the main thing is that Thursdays are always very boring. It was raining, so we had our assembly in class. So sian, cannot see them. And then we arranged our table and chairs for the exams. ( Wow! Most of them all study already leh while i only started and stucked at geography. Alamak. But no one seems to believe me leh ) Nvm, then recess was quite boring. Don't feel like eating anything but regretted later on cuz i hungry like mad. Then maths, english and IT. Went to the staffroom but so damn suay lah. She saw me loh. I think she's gonna think that i'm mad and weird... Haha. Then during chinese. Don't know why there was a blackout today at class 1J. So we shifted to the lab and had lessons there. So cool. After sch, walked by the staffroom was again. So lucky, the door was opened then i saw that she was inside. But right, dunno why she suddenly turn and look towards the door. Then i faster siam hoping that she didn't and won't see me there. After she really think i crazy.

Anw, just a few words for wyn. I think that she's yours and as the days go by, i'm more and more convinced that she is. Nvm, it's just a matter of time that she'll be out of my world. But for now, she's still in. Haha. Pls don't think that i'm a eh hem. I'm not!!! She's just my fav teacher. That's all.

It's still her. It's still her. But she's no more than my fav teacher, that's it! I'll be terribly upset when she leaves. Althought there is still the other one, i'll not like her any more than i do now. I seem to realise that it was her who made me like the other one. Without her, no MoRE!!! My main reason for being upset is that if she leaves, there's no good 'cher anymore. You know. Not cuz of other reasons. : (
Many chances with Her and her. But wait till she leaves, there'll be no more. I really really hope that sth somehow can change her mind on leaving till the End Of Year. Please? Will that ever happen? If it does, i'll be very happy and grateful. But..if she doesn't, then i'll just have to let her go for good!

*The above is just a thought*

Fine! It's simply obesession. But i'm still trying to get You off my mind. It just seems that i can't ? But for now, it's theirs! She's leaving and i'm terribly sad. Where to find another good staff like her? Losing another one...The school's losing a good ...

Today wasn't any special day. Went to school as per normal and it's pouring outside. So, i'd just quickly update this. Saw them quite a no. of times today. I thought that i had no fate with them but hahas, maybe it's heaven's grace. ? Anw, i'm so happy. And mm is wasting my time, first say must stay back today but when i find her at the staff room she said tmr. Goodness. Today there's health screening. Was quite fast for me actually..

Mr tan absent today. So maths was a free period. Did my own things and sort of wasted time. History was ok, but i was rather sleepy.. Then recess and Cl. Ahber scolded some boys when they came to find us. Then one of them was like unhappy and she was so angry with him. Haha. After finish screening, went outside the COE room and guess what? Saw her. Then i almost fainted man, so lucky? Wore my shoe and someone asked her why was she leaving. But she said just concentrate on your mid-year and that she does not want to talk about this thing. Haha, i'm fine with that. Just that the school is losing another good teacher... :( Whatever..

And now ( breathes ) I'm sitting here updating this. Like it or not, i'm going. *Slams*

Yes!! What a day it was today. Haha. TKband. You've did it man...Your performance was simply excellent. Everyone rejoiced when they announced that Tk won Gold with Honours. Fabulous performance. Haha. Good job. I can tell that there was much effort put in for this day.

Then just after the whole com. ended, it started to rain. Started off with slight drizzle, then heavy rain. So, as soon as i stepped out of the stadium, i opened my umbrella. I lent wyn my phone to call her parents. Then she told me that she was unable to fetch me and that she would have to walk with me to the mrt station. So both of us went in a diff direction from wan yin. Cuz wan yin had her parents to fetch her and blabla. Then i offered to shelter wyn but she didn' want. Then she also 'scolded' me for using the umbrella to poke her hair several times as i held it too low. She say i don't know how to hold an umbrella. Maybe what she said is true. Haha. So walked till we came to a junction. Should we go left or right? We don't know. Neither does she know. So i called my mama but she didn't know what i was talking about and worsestill, my battery is only left with a bar. So i had to quickly end the conversation. Then we decided to walk the left path but after walking a few steps. I told wyn to turn back and follow the crowd instead. Then she tsk at me. Hehe. So we followed the ppl. Halfway, adeline called and i told her we are lost. Don't know where we are going. Ended the call and continued to walk. Finally, we saw the mrt track and by the time we reached the station, wyn was all wet. We bought drinks. We also saw haifz, saiful and others. Wyn alighted at paya lebar while i alighted one stop later. Went down with saiful. Walked to the bus stop and waited for my mum. Went hm and blabla. Didnt do anything cuz i was so tired. Slept early. And the next day. Haha.


*Tkband. Good job!

Everything was fine except art. It was whoa .. so boring. Cannot stand, can't wait for the clock to show 10 am. Then was science. I think mrs tey suddenly mood swing or sth like that. She was fine a moment ago but later she started scolding and using the ruler to bang the table. Scary ! Then came geog lesson. My goodness. i was quite afraid at first cuz i didn't do the wb. Surprisingly she didn't go through lah. Heng *!! But i enjoy her lesson. She's so like.. funny and enjoyable. I mean it's my views, you all may disagree. But i'm mad over some things. They know who. Right? Sorry arh. Nothing to write leh. Really. Ah! Then we checked our geog marks, got back our papers and after school. We heard a glass breaking sound. So we all kpo go see. The other class ppl broke the glass. Gerald say was cuz of blabla things lah. Forgot. Then wan yin and i walked hm. So hot and terrible. Was so tired and almost cannot move when i reach home.

Update : Today. Wednesday. Sorry about yesterday's post. A bit mad. Lol.
Today during PW was the best. Laugh and laugh during her lesson. She keep warning us not to laugh but can't help it. The computer sortta 'dropped' on Wan Yin's leg. You ok? I think maybe she keeps playing with it. That's why..
And then tmr got the dunno wad Maths test, Science dunno ehm... Bla bla thingy which is counted in CA2. My! my! Gracious.. how to study? : yikes..
Today really nth to write lah. So like yesterday like that, very little. Oh ya. another one more. During CE was boring. Was being grouped into diff groups and she purposely lah..

Bye

( ; There is none like you. No one else can touch my heart like you do. I could search for all eternity long and find, there is none like you. * : ( )
Ok, ( breathes )Tuesday. Didn't update it for quite some time. Thank goodness, my leg has alm0st recovered fully. But most probably, i'll miss PE again this Friday. We checked our marks today. English was a disappointing one... Haha. Raining these few days. My mood also follows, gloomy : ( Would stare out at the window and look at the rain fall. Seem to remind me images of you.. Stop!!!
Today quite sian lah. So i won't blog much. Sorry...
I don't want to remember too much of that past. Cuz it would make me think more.. I don't want to talk about the name. I don't want to voice it out. It's always in my heart and it still hasn't been wiped out.
Sign off. Gotta go do hw. Bye

Much as i wanted Thursday to come. I didn't expect this to happen. How can i hurt my leg when the finals was about to begin? I lost balance when wynne was throwing me the ball and just twisted my ankle. Goodness. I knew at that moment that i'm gonna miss the game. Was brought to the canteen. Froze my ankle with ice and then i was really sad that i could not play. I had to miss the game. So wan yin took my place as GS and i wished all of them luck. But i know that it was a losing game that we're going to play before the finals. They perservered on for 10 mins but lost. Nvm, it's ok. You all had tried your best. Good job guys!! Later, as my movement was inconvenient, we sat near the notice board with plenty of ice near me - to make my ankle numb so that i won't feel the pain. Funny that those boys were playing with the ice that we had to get many from the auntie... I think she complained. I don't know. Ryan bought for me , wan yin and adeline drinks. Then happened that wan yin opened the 100 plus then all the gas came out. The whole drink was spilled all over the place. So i decided to play on further. I shook it harder and opened in front of wan yin. Haha. But have to chase her in the toilet to get back my hair tie that she snatched from me.
Later was the SAR. Wynne, Audy, Rui Zi, Edmund and Wafiy took part. I know it was a difficult one for them but they carried on. I really admire them. But we came in second last i think. Went back to our hq and froze my ankle further. Wasted time till 5 plus.
Then it was prize giving ceromony. I went to collect the medals. Saw Miss Tan over there. So i like don't want to go take anymore. But no choice. Who call me... Then took lah. And limped my way down the stairs. Limped back to 2B and passed the medals to them. Finally sang sch song and watched the band performed. It was great man... Perfect.
Then went home to shower and take dinner. Moved of to see sinseh. He got my leg bandaged and bla bla. So slept early cuz i was so so so damn tired. And the next day. Good Friday. Stayed at home. Didn't move so much. And watched tv. Up to now, i'm right here in front of the com updating this. Looks rather pathetic.
Anw , great job guys! All of you did your very best and all i can say is 2B'06 ROCKS THE MOST MAN.

Wa... So long didn't blog.
Ok. I'll tell you what happened for the past three days starting from Mon.

Mon:
Basically, got lit test lah. So write and write and write. i wrote things which doesn't make sense also. Whatever.. gonna fail? Haha.

Tues:
Maths Level Test lah. Everyone revising n looking through maths ws. Then she so good, let us study for maths.. Thank you thank you! During test, i also scribbling. Trying to get recall everything. Some i forget. Some i dunno how to do. Ai ya..

Wed:
Which is today...Struggling with my geog. Sit for the test. Saw Miss Koh smiling away.. so. ismiledbackather. Then finish ler, everyone discussing the question. Go home. Now im here.


Tomorrow is the finals for the 50th anniversary carnival games. or how you phrase it, i dunno. And 2B in the finals... Haha.. But i dunno if we will win. ( will we ? ) Up to you. Hope to see you supporting tmr. With you, i will try my very best.

( Can't stop thinking.... )

Apology: Sorry if i didn't reply to you all. Folks.

Anw, today was boring. Maths. Curve ruler...great! Don't know how to use. PE. Eww. Music. Ok ok. English.. First part was ok. Then next half.. boring! Going through the ws. Was sortta thinking of sth.. daydream. D&T, wonderful... working alone was simply the best! Have to draw out the design for my two other partners who abandon me. Left alone...the teacher was complaining bout my measurments taken wrongly and this n that. Lit. Absent teacher.. Did nothing much. Stayed back for art at first but form 'cher was feeling unwell. So did not want to open the art room today n tmr ( maybe ). and so... left.

Comehome... As usual. Daily routine.

*oops. blackout *

(Breathes) Ok, another day today. Saturday... but today did not seem as usual as it is. Kinda wierd and pretty.. bad! It seems true as hours passed. I don't know why? But i think it's because of particular reasons. Nvm, let's put that aside. Anw, today will be doing my work and watch tv. Think of unhappy memories....


Sign off.